Showing posts with label birds. Show all posts
Showing posts with label birds. Show all posts

Friday, June 27, 2008

Gazebo



He couldn’t nap with her hands gone from his skin.

So he grabbed a replacement light bulb—a ladder, too—and followed the path to the gazebo. Past the shore of the lake, where a shameless bullfrog bleated for a mate, and beyond a troop of evergreens, limbs loose with amber light. Wheezing slightly, he stumbled into the bridal structure and planted the ladder’s legs onto the timbers of its floor. He sagged against the metal trunk for a moment, as his heart recollected its rhythm and age.

The crack of an overhead jet rattled the joists as he mounted the ladder's steps. The lamp moaned and swayed, while vibrations crunched the arthritis in his hips. An aftershock jounced him as the heavens ripped open, and, drunk in the knees, he seized the lamp’s chain with both hands. The need to pee was urgent upon him, while something darker licked at his loins. His intention scattered like feathers, even as he detached the bulb from its thread, and paused.

Spider webs whispered under the roar, while shadows stretched and swarmed.

He looked up. Into a splinter of light.


She came to him a little wild.

He was neither wise nor tender.

Their mouths and bodies laid open and panting, like the ruby throats of baby birds.


His hands reached out to touch her hair.

Falling backward, and then down, he glimpsed a face in the pointed gap between rafters and sky.

He smiled as the old bulb shattered like so many eggshells on the gazebo floor. His eyes closed while a man-made bird blazed past sight and sound.

Somewhere, above the clouds.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

Voiceless



Beneath the fountain dress and china smile, she is naked.

Her hands as rubbery as a toddler’s. Her ankles blush.

Beyond her toes, a collection of eyes glitters. Like coal in a mine, they are banking her light.

She clears her throat. Unfastens her tongue. Opens her mouth.

The darkness holds.

The pianist pauses, and circles back around the prelude, but warily, the chords kicking up dust.

Someone coughs.

He said he would come.
Saturday. January 19th. 1:00.

A cell phone shudders.

He said he would come.

The skittish woman in the front row bares her teeth.

He said . . . he said . . .

He said.

A heel clatters to the stage. Her hip swivels, and she lists to the side. The chill of the stage scales her leg, mounts her gut. She needs to pee.

The pianist loops again, his notes trailing red. The audience ripples like the spine of a caged beast.

Rescue me.

Her mouth gapes, but the melody is locked in her knees. Her heart flutters across the terra. There is no oxygen here.

“Please?”

The pianist relents. Silence rushes her from the wings. It sweeps her up and turns her upside down. Her eyes roll toward the ceiling.

The back door of the school auditorium blasts open as the stage lights flood her face. Her eyes snap to.

“Dad!”

His sunlight frees them all.

Oh, Daddy.

The beast fractures into hundreds of birds, all flapping their wings for her, all buoying her small, honest flight.

She slips on her shiny shoe, straightens her hips, and smiles or sobs. Music swims through her marrow, as the pianist strikes a sunny chord. She opens her mouth, so finally happy to sing her tragic song.


While underground, her canary heart trills,
He said! He said!

He said.